Pretty much in complete agreement with Chronic Illness Cat. Today is one of those days where I just wish I could scream.
It's our first day back to school after spring break, which could make any student want to scream... That's not my reason, though.
I'm just in soooooooooo much pain. And I barely slept last night. I had the lovely "painsomnia" last night. I got roughly 2 hours of restless sleep. FUN.
It's our first day back to school after spring break, which could make any student want to scream... That's not my reason, though.
I'm just in soooooooooo much pain. And I barely slept last night. I had the lovely "painsomnia" last night. I got roughly 2 hours of restless sleep. FUN.
Yet again, I agree with the dear Chronic Illness Cat.
Pain is really awful today. But I have to be at school. because I continue to pressure myself to be a healthy person normal, even though I know it's impossible.
People seem to know exactly what to do to cure me, too. They keep telling me all this stuff I should try. And I've tried 90% of it, and if I haven't, I've tried the equivalent in a different form.
I read this quote the other day, I'm not 100% sure where I got it, probably tumblr or something, though:
"I know life could be worse. I could have only one leg, and I am very fortunate to have all I do have..... But those philosophies do not solve the disease, do not get rid of the pain, the tears, the frustrations, or the heartaches that come with chronic illness."
It's true. You can tell me life could be worse all you want. I know it could be. But it doesn't change the fact that the situation I'm currently in is pretty sucky. People don't seem to understand that. They don't understand any of it. Unless they have this, they can't. We need something. Something to help ease the pain...
I just want a cure.
Pain is really awful today. But I have to be at school. because I continue to pressure myself to be a healthy person normal, even though I know it's impossible.
People seem to know exactly what to do to cure me, too. They keep telling me all this stuff I should try. And I've tried 90% of it, and if I haven't, I've tried the equivalent in a different form.
I read this quote the other day, I'm not 100% sure where I got it, probably tumblr or something, though:
"I know life could be worse. I could have only one leg, and I am very fortunate to have all I do have..... But those philosophies do not solve the disease, do not get rid of the pain, the tears, the frustrations, or the heartaches that come with chronic illness."
It's true. You can tell me life could be worse all you want. I know it could be. But it doesn't change the fact that the situation I'm currently in is pretty sucky. People don't seem to understand that. They don't understand any of it. Unless they have this, they can't. We need something. Something to help ease the pain...
I just want a cure.